'every single night youre not here I wake up screaming from nighmares
but as soon as your next to me I sleep as softly as a bird..’
but as soon as your next to me I sleep as softly as a bird..’
then I am extremely relieved when I get home.
I ended up buying 2 lace tank tops, a white button up painting shit, a blue button up, aaaand a button cable knit hat! Should be here before christmas. *crosses fingers* (: ALSO I would really like a pen pal. Where do I sign up? (;






as i mentioned before, last night i came home to a package from one of my best friends in Copenhagen, Denmark. i asked Chris if he thought it would be okay if i opened it early since i could hardly stand seeing it sitting there without opening it, and he said i should. so i did.
i swear, i haven’t seen Amy in almost two years (is that right?) and she still knows me so well. i’m in love with the skirt. IN LOVE. i’m wearing it to my aunts christmas party on friday night. oh, and Arwen loved playing with the box too. i think it may have smelled like Amy’s cat Bowie. Arwen and Bowie were best kitten friends when Amy still lived with me here in the U.S.
please excuse the fact that i’m not wearing a top in the first picture. i was super excited and made chris take pictures of me wearing everything ASAP. no time to coordinate outfits.
Those are all super fab! I wish I had a friend in another country who could send me sweet shit!
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I’ll tell you what dream used to scare me as a little kid, used to totally give me nightmares. Remember those kool-aid commercials? Where that, no, that big talking bowl of punch would come crashing through your fucking wall in your living room. You wouldn’t even know it- oh yeah. oh yeah. oh yeah. And the little kids are all excited, ‘yes! yes!’ And then they would drink out of him, after debris fell in his open, dumb head. He would pour himself, ‘oh yeah!’ Him and his crazy tights. I don’t like that. I don’t like when juice wears tights. It’s a horrible combination a bowl of juice wearing tights. Fuck drinking out of him, if that was me, I would have been like, “No, no, no, you fix this wall before my dad comes home from work. He’s gonna beat me with a belt, he’s not gonna believe a talking bowl of fruit punch came in here. You stupid idiot. Yeah, coming through a wall is real fucking cool. USING THE FRONT DOOR IS COOL. Don’t touch me you drink! Don’t touch me you giant beverage, I will kick you in the tights you’re very top-heavy.
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Totally doing this to my house!1.What did you do in 2009 that you’d never done before?
Fell completely in love.
2. Did you keep your new years’ resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
I don’t think I had one this year, so who knows if I kept it haha.
Who knows for next year….
3.Did anyone close to you give birth?
Yes/
4.Did anyone close to you die?
Nope.
5.What countries did you visit?
Stayed in America this year.
6.What would you like to have in 2010 that you lacked in 2009?
A life-changing experience.
7.What dates from 2009 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
January 28th.
8.What was your biggest achievement of the year?
Finding my one true love (:
9. What was your biggest failure?
Lazy.
10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
Probz.
11. What was the best thing you bought?
My jacket lol.
12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
Uh
13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
Some stupid kid but not for long.
14. Where did most of your money go?
Gas.
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
Being 18 and ‘doing whatever the fuck I want’…..
16. What song will always remind you of 2009?
Drake- Best I Ever Had muahahah
17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
a) happier or sadder? WAAAAAY happier.
b) thinner or fatter? Fatter haaaa
c) richer or poorer? My bank account is fat but my wallet is not.
18. What do you wish you’d done more of?
Crafts and activities.
19. What do you wish you’d done less of?
Being lazy.
20. How will you be spending Christmas?
With my fam.ily and the love of my life.
21. Did you fall in love in 2009?
Yes I did.
22. How many one-night stands?
None! YAY.l
23. What was your favorite TV program?
House DUH.
24. Do you hate anyone now that you didn’t hate this time last year?
Of course.
25. What was the best book you read?
I read A TON of good books. The Little Prince.
26. What was your greatest musical discovery?
GWAR! joke?
27. What did you want and get?
I wanted love and I sure got it! <3
28. What did you want and not get?
I wanted to end my life, but I did not get it. Thank you, Jesus.
29. What was your favorite film of this year?
UHHHHHHHH. EARTH!
30. What did you do on your birthday?
Worked.
31.What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
Who knows.
32. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2009?
At the beginning of the year it was all ”idfc” and now its all ”oh haiiiiiiiii”
33. What kept you sane?
Dave.
34. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
Joel Piper and Matty Mullins.
35. What political issue stirred you the most?
Idfk.
36. Who did you miss?
No one?
37. Who was the best new person you met?
Davey.
38. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2009:
Sometimes you just gotta be a bitch.
39. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year:
I’D RATHER LIVE THEN LIVE FOREVER.. Yup, I think so. HA.

Happy Bunday!
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I REALLY! don’t want to wait a month and some days to get thissss damn thing in my hot hands.
Have It!